I'm being emotional in my previous post ... I should write something general, based on experience of course ... But I'm still trying to control my emotions and action ... Avoid wasting my idea and time on something which is specifically meant for someone I'm mad at or hate ...
Once a very close friend told me that I have a noble heart, and I should share my thoughts with others ... That's when I started built my own blog ... But I'm being a monster all through the way ... Address my anger publicly, and humiliate others ... Well, I might not mention names ... But my close friends probably know who was it that I'm talking about ...
We do bad things, mistakes in our life ... As we grow older, we became more stubborn ... Refusing so many things, choices ... Refuse to admit our fault, and sometimes we're trying to be someone who wasn't ourselves ...
It is self denial, but at some point ... We do that anyway, because deep inside ... You want to believe that you're still a good person ... That one mistake, won't make you a bad person ... Because you want to believe you're capable to change, and you won't do the same mistake ... But what if it happen again ?? What if you did it again ??
It doesn't matter what you do, doesn't matter how much you screw up ... Everybody still deserve a fair chance in everything ... Everybody deserve to be happy, everybody deserve to start a new healthy life ... No matter how bad you screwed up in the past ...
All that matter is for you to hold on to what you believe ... If you want to think that you're still a good person even if you've done a few bad things, all you have to do is believe that you still a good person ... And good person don't do bad things ...
If you're confidence enough to think that you're a good person, you should have a strong hope that you are still a good person ... And that will drives you to avoid doing bad things ...
Life is precious, too precious to waste on thinking what others are thinking about you ... But still, you have to think about things you do and what it can do to others ...
Think about that, if you can consider one thing you do today ... And the effect of your action on people around you, and other will do the same thing too ... Would it make the world a better place for us ??
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