I went crazy last few weeks, being mad to my family ... For things that they do, and made me felt neglected ... But I'm tired of running, and breaking down ... So I'm taking the simplest solution ... Ignoring the issue ...
This thing happen over and over again in my family ... My mum prioritize other's kids more than hers, and my sister kept wasting money, time and feelings on stupid guys ...
I'm trying not to be emotional ... Somehow, the feeling of being unappreciated kept spinning around ... I always have issues with my sister's bf, ONCE the started acting stupid ...
Previously, I stopped talking to her ex ... When he kept resenting about my sister going to GMI, a school with lots of boys and a few girls ... And my sister, as usual ... Stupidly cry for silly fight ...
Why should I have to get emo@involved in my sister's fight ?? She's on the phone crying next to me every night when I have to wake up early tomorrow morning to attend my classes !!!
Her current bf, not talking to me at the moment ... But living on my property, well I can say most of it ... Since I bought almost everything in the house at the moment ... Of course it's daddie's money, but it's my allowance !!!
I'm not asking for them to spent me meal everyday, or buy me branded handbag now and then ... But have some respect to yourself, stop living on my allowance when you're not respecting me ...
A few friends who knew this issue, can simply say ... 'Die xtau malu ke ??' ... So, am I still being emotional on this ??
My mum, as well ah ... She's the greatest mum for me ... I know that, that's God's arrangement ... As things happen for a reason, I know there's plenty of good things that God sent me such a wonderful mum ...
She's too great that she NEVER stop doing charity work ... Helping THOSE WHO DON'T REALLY NEED HELP, prepare MORE THAN ENOUGH meals for us + OTHERS ...
I'm done making my points, because I've done this before ... And I'm sure it doesn't change anything ... So, I'm done fighting ... FOR THINGS THAT ARE NOT WORTH IT ...
It's not like I'm giving up on my family, I'm just giving space for them ... To do things that they like, and as a reply ... I expect them to understand my action, when I make my move later ... And respect my privacy ...
Family will always be family, but the meaning can be subjected to change ... I always love them, but I can love them more when they're done with their charity work ...
Thank you ...
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