Best Man Win

Masih lagi dlm mood my vacation in Sabah last month, the highlight of my visit actually ... I should have been done this entry earlier, tapi saye sangat bz ... With work & my new life - new bf ... Heheh, which I haven't introduced properly ... To my friends ... Linda, kau jgn nak touching lebih ... Hokay ??

So yes, I'm officially not available ... Hahah, statement ape kah itu ?? Atau it's more appropriate for me to say - I'm seeing someone ... Facebook ke, natang mende ... Xpayah la kan, penting ke relationship status kat fb ?? But from my point of view, kitorang xbole nak hapdate relationship status kat fb demi untuk menjage sensitivity masyarakat sekeliling ... Hahah, poyo ...

Korang bace my previous post, nanti korang understand la sket2 ... Nak tau lebih2, personal kot ?? Kalau dah xtahan sgt, tanye jek direct ok ?? Xpayah la nak public sgt sampai nak declare sumer dlm blog kan ... :D

To those who's concern, that I might get my heart broken again ... Thanks you so much, but if you know this guy personally ... You know he's a good man ... So, don't worry ... & ramai jugak yg pesan, 'mokcik, take a good care of your new relationship' ... Sebab aku pun bole tahan 'I'm only gonna break, break ... Your break, break ya heart' ... ;p

But trust me, I did try in every single relationship I've been thru ... Chewahhh, betul la ... Maybe I just gave up too early, but I'm going to try harder this time ... & thanks to my bunch of friends who'd been supporting (morally) us ... Us la sgt ... Heheh ...

Ok, forgot the catchy words to get readers interest ke bagai ... Lets loose all the ego & selami jiwa ... Selami akal, selami lautan dlm ... Hahah, sempat lagi buat lawak ... Seriyes mokcik, seriyes !!! Ni influence my bf jugak ni, die mengurat pakai lawak motivasi Johan dlm tv series ape ntah dlm Astro Prima tu ... Heheh ...

We met at a friend's wedding, a warm wedding to me ... Since I'm involved for almost a week, helping & enjoying it !!! I was there about 3days before the wedding, & he arrived the day before the wedding ... The night before actually, but I only met him on the wedding la ... Sebab they kept telling me, he's in the hotel sleeping ... Huh ??

Kenape best man win ?? Because he's the best man ... Hahahahahhahahahah ... Pengapit the groom ... I heard about him a lot earlier actually, handsome boi ... Single, hot ... Poyo, picky ... Hahah, imagine he rejected sumer color suggestion ... Alasan - xseswai dgn his skin tone ?? Hello ?? Sape yg nak kawen ni ?? Memang menyampah la kan, dengar lelaki bagi alasan mcm tu ... Giler gay, hahah ...

Pastu the day before the wedding, siap nak pegi beli kasut die ... Sebab die xde kasut nak pakai, attention stealer kot ?? It's about Wani's wedding, kau nak tinggal kasut la bagai ... Org sebok nak carik present la, rehearsal la ... Kene sebok carik shoes for the best man pulak ??

So, as we met ... He wasn't that impressive la ... I was with my gay husband of the weekend at the wedding, (ammar kau jgn jeles ah, ur my gay husband all the time ... heheh ...) the gay husband pun heard about him as much as I did ...

we're expecting this ...

or at least this ...

When we finally introduced, later that afternoon in the wedding ... He's all sweaty & masam, panas kot jadik pengapit ... Ventilation xcukup kat atas pelamin tu, hot lagi with all the lightings ... Hahah, dengan rambut b'sepah xpotong ... Memang didn't get my interest at all la, hahahahhahahahah ... Then we exchanged numbers, I called ... & heard his ringtone ... 'One in a million, you are ... Baby you're the best I ever had' ... Cair, hahahahhahahahahahhah ...

Then tibe2 ade lagu Go on Girl (by Ne Yo) in the background ... Time2 tu ah soundman nak pasang that song kan, padahal dr 10am in the morning kitorang kat situ xde plak nak play ... So it took me back to the heart breaking event 2weeks earlier ...

I was seeing a friend to a friend 2weeks before, for about 2weeks ... Brape bnyk 2weeks la ... I got my heart broken really bad, since he didn't tell me he has a gf ... Until - the moment he introduce us ... Kejam kan ?? Actually he didn't introduce pun, my friend told me - "Jap lagi his gf's coming, kau kaver2 la sikit" ...

Yes, that's how I found out ... Xpayah elaborate more about that la, obviously - he don't have balls ... Hahah ...

Then my bestfriend arrived - I apologized to him, because I have to go entertain my bestfriend ... Mase tu memang xde pape perasaan pun la ... Heheh, then me & my bestfriends (Anis & Linda) hang around for about an hour ... Pastu dah xtahan dah to stay in the hall, since I've been there dr 10am in the morning ... Then we left about 2pm, went back to my room sementara tunggu perfect time to go to Sunset Bar ...

Sunset Bar was superbly fun, with the girls ... Until the rainstorm, then we're forced to go back to our room ... About an hour lepas tu, Linda texted me ... Said xlarat nak kluar, we're suppose to go out that night ... Sebab that's the last night for me in kk ... After the cancellation from Linda, I called the best man trus - mood gedik turned on ... Hahahahhahahahahhahah ...

If Linda didn't cancelled the plan pun, I'm still taking you out la darling ... Xpayah la nak touching sgt eh ... But might not end up spending time together la, since we'll be out partying all night & got wasted the next day ...

I took him to BB Cafe, a place I used to hangout when I'm 17 ... Hahah, now the place mcm tempat 'liau2' hangout suda ... Hahah ... But we need that, since we (me + the best man) are really tired with the wedding ... We just sit there, eat ... Talk, knowing each other ... Ok, fine ... We hold hands dah on the 1st dinner date, heheh ...

He's funny, we talk about work a lot ... We're in 2different world, somehow his job got me interested ... He's in one of our enforcement squad, something undercover ... Xpayah la nak expose sgt kan ... Work kot, confidential ... & I found his job tu hot, trase cam Addison Montgomery jap ... When she date her s.w.a.t. bf in season 2 ... Hahahahhahahahahah ...

But I hate his laugh ... Heheh, over kot darling ?? Now I'm immune to it la ... Maybe I should analyze his laugh ... He close his eyes, & pulled himself back when he laugh ... Mcm Linda make fun of Akil's laugh ... & suddenly it become fun ... Hahahahhahahahh ...

All the intimate details, I'll keep it to myself jek la ... It's too personal, xseswai utk tontonan umum ... Hahah ... Somehow, ayat power mokcik ... Drives us to the next meeting in kl ... Hahah, ayat yakin jek ... Die memang duduk kl pun, so senang la ... Hahahahhahahahh ...

We met on Tuesday after that weekend, before I went back to Kerteh ... Since we're both on leave that day ... Spending a night with him, still didn't got me interested actually ... I even called him a pig ... Jahat siot, because he snores like a pig ... Hahahhahahahahahahh ...

Then I went back to kl again the weekend, attending his office mate's wedding ... & again, he's the best man ... Hahah, told you ... He's the 'best man' win ... Hahahhahahahahhaah ... & this is when I started to fall in love wif him ...

hensem kan ?? hahah, sebab tu la die xnak cream Linda ... because the next wedding he's wearing cream !!!

It's terrifying actually, sebab I don't have any idea either he's a real gentlemen ... Or he's just with me for the fun ... But he took me to a wedding kot, introduced me to his friends & colleagues ... Trust me, kalau a guy wasn't interested in something serious ... They'll avoid attending weddings together ... Like the guy I met previously, he just said - "ok take care, drive carefully" ... When I said "I'm attending a wedding tomorrow" ... Hahah ...

Whoever spoke to me within that weeks, can clearly see I'm falling in love ... Hahah, even I'm still holding my ego saying - "I tapau the best man dr Sabah", hahahahhahahahahahh ... But actually I'm already got that insecure feeling, afraid of losing him ... Malu, heheh ...

Things are going great for us so far, it's been 3weeks now ... Almost 4 dah ni, hahahahhahahah ... Xprasan dah 23hb ... The romance are getting slower, & we're focusing more on the real things now ... Like work & planning for a proper activities during my visit to kl ... Hahah, xkan nak be drunk in love all the time kan ... Agak2 la ... Xde duit, camne nak dating ...

They said list 10things you expect in your partner, if you can cross 5things from your list ... Hold on to that person ... Because you won't find something perfect ...

10things I want:

1. Tall, dark & handsome

2. Pandai main gitar

3. Kaye

4. Great Job Hot Job

5. Share Interest

6. Understanding/Committed

7. Care Taker

8. Short Pants + Polo Shirt

9. Great Sex (hahahahhahahahh, gatal !!!)

10. Love ME

Ni 13 dah mokcik !!! Hahahahhahahah ... I think I better elaborate the 10things in the next post ... Sebab dah pukul 12, ptg ni kul 3 nak ke laut dah ... Heheh, memancing laut dlm again !!! & the post mcm dah meleret2 ... Hahah ...

I'm really thankful with him around, regardless what other people said ... Mostly, my close friends are really supportive ... Just there's a few people that still not convinced that we're good together, like my mum said 'he's married' ... Hahahahhahahahahh, lawak siot ... Mak, wait until you see him put on his over sized jeans + t-shirt & cap ... You'll say I'm dating a school leavers ... Hahhahahahahahahahah ...

I can't please every single person, but I'll it'll be good enough for me if you can pray for our happiness ... Till the next entry, lots of lurve to all my dear friends that have been really supportive ... I want you to know that I really appreciate it !!!

Luv u guys, later ~

Reality check: pegi mc d semate2 nak buat this post ... heheh, internet kat rumah sgt slow ...