Flashback: sebelum meeting tadi kene sound dgn bos - "lain kali report buat cepat sikit eh mokcik" ...
Ketika saye tgh sebok stalking blog2 kawen org lain setelah tension meeting 2jam tadi, tibe2 dtg sorang hambe Allah ni ... "En. Tut (bukan name sebenar) dah bagi summary ??" ...
Dengan nada mengawal perasaan menbalas, "Aku dah habes meeting dah ni Hamba Allah (bukan nama sebenar), baru kau nak tanye ??" ...
Reaksi Hamba Allah: boloq2 pastu blah ...
Mendidih, korang penah rase ??
Aku bukan nak cakap sebab kau keje aku xsiap, tapi xpayah la nak tanye soalan yg tidak relevan pada saat & ketika ini ... Pastu, bukan En. Tut tu, your team mates ke ?? Ape hal nak tanye opponent on your progress lak ...
Wait2, nanti korang take it wrongly ... We're not competitors ... Hamba Allah is the assistant to En. Tut ... & I have another assistant as I elaborated in my post back few weeks ... So (b!+c#y mood's back on), apsal nak tanye aku pulak ?? Korang xreti COMMUNICATE ke ??
Ok, let's cool down ... ~breathe~
I'm not that type of person, who take a complaint ... Then go blame others ... Like my bos said, 'report u lambat every month' ... I won't reply, 'Owh, I receive late input from John dgn Mayer' ... Sgt malas to elaborate more, but please la ... I'm trying not to be a complainer here, tapi korang seems taking advantage on my kindness ...
I don't like my job to be monitored, all that matters to me is the output ... I mean, I don't mind you went out lunch with gf/bf every day ... Or nak bawak awek outstation shopping on the weekend ... All I know, I want things I want when I need it ...
Manage your own time & work, for me ... I'll complete my task in the most convenient situation for myself, within the time I scheduled in my plan ... Mcm mlm tadi when I have to be in the office until half an hour past mid night ... Padan muke la kan, sape suruh xnak buat report awal2 ...
Lantak kau la nak jadik ape ...
Saye sgt stress, makan nasik lemak pun nak nanges (normally I cry sebab stress) ...
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