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Saturday, December 13, 2008

Forgiving to Forget ...

I went out with a friend yesterday, a good friend ... I consider him a good friend, because we're been knowing each other for years ... Even it hurt when we got into fight with each other ... But over all, he's still a good friend to me ...

So, yesterday ... When I woke up, I found a space in my heart to forgive him ... On things that he did that been hurting me ... Regardless what it is, so I decided to forgive him ... And I texted him, and then he came for a visit ... Then we went out to KLCC ...

On the way there, for the first time ever since I known him ... He admitted to me that he's in a relationship ... Because earlier in my room, he saw my picture with my bf on my laptop as I apply it as a wallpaper ...

So, it's not about the confession ... Or who's ego getting bigger here ... It just that, it was easy ... Much more easier for both of us, when I really forgive him for all those hurts with all my heart ...

I know that he took me to KLCC, trying to find camera ... Because he's going to Cameron Highland with his gf today ... Somehow, I didn't feel used ... Like I did before, and I'm not mad at him ... At all ...

Maybe it's because of my life is on the top of the world now that I'm extremely happy with my bf (I did tell my bf that I'm going to KLCC with my friend anyway) ... But I do think, the forgiveness make it a lot easier for me ... And our relation getting better now, I mean ... Better than what we had before ...

I really hope I can do this, on all those pain that have been so hurting to me ... Somehow, it's not easy ... To find a morning, when you wake up and decided to forgive a person who hurt you ... Especially when the hurt caused you a lot of damages ...

Somehow, I do think I should do this more often ... Forgive people, so I can forget all those hurt easily ... And make my life easier, make the world a better place ...

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