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Monday, January 30, 2012

Hijrah

Walaupun sebok nak balik, nak kene settle this post jugak ... Because it's a good thing, nothing to be ashamed of ... & better to do it right away before I left it on the back of my mind ...

So, t'lihat kan gambar a friend of mine kat fb yg cantek molek ini ...


It just hit me, one day I'm gonna be there ... Answering the call ... Bukan kerana abe semate-mate, but for myself & my parents ... Cume skarang, saye belum cukup sempurna utk itu ...

All I can do for now, kurang kan perkara2 yg tak baik ... & tambah ape yg patut ... Sampai saye rase, pemakaian selaras dgn amalan hidup seharian ... Honestly ?? Bnyk lagi yg kurang ... But insyaAllah, I'll be there someday ...

Lots of luv ~

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Eczema, Appetite, Gastric & Stress Related: Week 3 Updates

It's been 3weeks since my Eczema treatment started, by end of 2nd week ... I got chronic gastric attact, & crazy appetite ... I can eat the whole A&W waffle with 2scoops ice cream sorang2, when I just had my lunch (+ appetizer) 2hrs earlier ... Kagum tak ?? Hahahahahahhaah, aku kaget !!! Hak hak ...

So approaching the 3rd week ni, napsu makan dah slow sikit ... Masuk keje after cuti raye cine ni, my appetite dah hilang the 1st day at work ... Makan nasik lemak, dah rase tak sedap ... Then I ate the yummeh fish ball noodle pun, rase mcm tanak abes kan ... But I can manage to push the rest down my throat, walaupun dah rase full ...

Perasaan makan secare mengade2 mcm sblm ini kembali, aku makan 3suap pastu aku komplen tak sedap ... Pastu tak habes ... Cume this time around, I can push myself to finish my meal ... Like my lunch today, makan half way ... Pastu dah mcm tanak, but I'll motivate myself to finish it ... Hahahahahhahah, giler psycho diri sendiri ...

But no more dessert mcm dulu, pagi pun makan roti jek sekeping (dulu 4, hahahahhaahahah) dgn 3in1 tea ... Then an oat granola bar around 10am, pastu dah rase kenyang ...

It's either the meds dah habes, sebab all my meds (for itchy dgn antibiotic) dah habes last week ... Now tinggal body wash dgn krim sapu jek ... Or stress bf aku gi endon, joli katak ?? Or maybe sebab dah period, & the appetite is just hormone ... Haha, I dunno ... I guess we have to wait & see for next week's progress ...

My body dah kembang, tapi blom semangkok la ... Masih dlm kondisi terkawal ... My weight is around 50kg ±2, heheh ... Pastu certain shirt design, haku kene ambek size M ... Tengkiu mamak sebab banjer sopping kat jb rituh, heheh ... I lebiu !!! My limit - I don't want to get to the level where I have to change most of the outfit in my wardrobe ... Fair enuf kan ??

Emotional wise - Ntah, aku heppi jek montok2 sebegini ... (Aku perasan) Body aku mantap jek, hahahahhahahahah ... Cume kadang2 stress sebab skirt ketat sgt, or sluar susah nak butang ... Hahahahahhaah ... Sampai makcik2 kat opis dah start bising, aku sexy ... 'Hakak (akak ke, mcm mak aku dah), saye pakai skirt same saye pakai 2minggu lepas ... Cume skarang saye dah gemok, so nampak sexy ... Hokay ??' Dulu mase aku kurus kering, tade shape ... Tade org kesah pun kannn ??

What else did I miss ?? Owh, the eczema mcm itchy balik during menstrual ni ... But in controlled condition la, tade scars mcm dulu ... Cume a bit itchy, depends on my meal that day ... Kadang2 tak prasan, dlm mee hoon ade ikan bilis/udang kering ... So, hadap jek la ... But I'm still restricting myself from consuming (cehhh, consuming) seafood, at least sampai all the scars fade away ...

Till then, I'll update wif you guys how things go next week ... Luv ~

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Friday, January 20, 2012

Minggu Ex Boipren

All these week, I have this instinct that I'll bump into this one particular ex ... Rase terancam jugak sebenar nyer, biler dah full time menetap around KL ni ... I love to do this to myself, imagining the worst case scenario that cud possibly happened ...

Like when I have a heaven sent bf, which I'm well aware he's not capable of cheating ... But I always have this imagination of coming back home, caught him red handed with someone else ... Hahah, giler drama queen aku ni ... But tu dulu, when things doesn't mean anything when I'm in a relationship ...

Funny, that I thought of bump into him & said - "It's good to see you" [long pause] ... "are still a loser" ... Kekekkekekekkeke ... Then coming back home to see his x-gfs both berebut2 display gambar another bf on profile picture ... Heh, waddehell ...

Tapi tu bukan masalah utame sebenar nyer, what happened to them is none of my business ... Not anymore, cume sometimes it's fun ... Tgk gelagat manusia ni, do anything to win over each other ... While there's no prize to offer pun ... To me, cukup la I'm happy ... I know it, abe knows it ... & our family's happy with it ...

Then came another ex boipren ... Yg memang aku mengetan2 nak maki ... Tapi malas nak ambek pot, sebab menyemak kot ?? Kau ade lah seorang ex boipren, kalau aku maki kau pun ... Ia dah tak membawe sebarang erti dlm hidup aku ...

Mcm mane lagi aku nak terang kan, supaye kau paham ?? Yang aku tanak ade ape2 hubung kait lagi dgn kau, kawan2 kau ... Anything, related to you ... Sebab ape ?? You know why ... Tak perlu nak share dgn semua org ... But my life is better without you ...

Kau tak payah call aku, sebab aku tak kan angkat ... & aku tade kene mengena dengan drama password kau ... Elok2 aku tatau pape, dah terbongkar gambar2 scandel kau ... Thinking about it, gambar aku dengan kau yg panas itu ... Do no harm to me pun, I look good I must say ... Hahhahahahahhaah ...

So, kau settle la hal ko sendiri eh ?? Kau kan hebat, "lu sape gua mo goyang kan" ?? Hahahhahahahhahah ...  Ok, lawak tu tak klakar ...

Let's look at it sebagai seorang yg matang, sebab aku rase masing2 dah 25 ++ ... I'm doing this, sebagai kerja amal sebenar nye ... Menyampaikan msg utk, org yg kau tak reti nak reach tu ... Kalau kau tanye aku, aku pegi report police jek ... Sumer bole trace, dr mane dorang upload gambar tu ... IP address sumer  bole trace ...

Tapi tak payah la jadik manusia yg menghancurkan hidup org lain, walaupun tindakan tu masih dlm istilah memelihara kehormatan diri ... Tapi cube kau tanye diri kau sendiri, kenape kau nak sentap biler org buat mcm tu ?? Sebab kau tak dpt terima pandangan org lain biler tgk kau mcm tu ??

I always said this when I'm around you guys - "You're responsible for your own action" ... Meaning, biler kau buat sesuatu tu ... Pikir la, baik & buruk ... Ni tak, nak yg sedap jek ... Biler org sentuh sikit keburukan yg sensitif tu, kau sentap ... Cube jangan jadik self denial, bukan nye kau kene fitnah ke hape ... Memang ade bukti dlm gambar, itu la yg kau buat ... Kenape nak mengamuk mcm kau tak buat ape2 salah ??

Aku pun bukan nye baik sgt, nak nasihat kan org lebih2 ... Tapi at least, jadik la org yg disenangi ... Supaye tade org nak dengki kau mcm ni, sampai kau rase mcm org nak jatuh kan aib kau ... Biar la ape yg didengar dr mulut tu, selaras dengan ape yg tangan & kaki kau buat ... & yg paling penting, bersih kan lah hati tu ...

Aku kalau nak dengki kau, mcm2 aku bole buat ... Quotation kau tu ?? Bole jek aku extract, bagi kat sape2 yg nak ... Tapi ade aku kesah tentang keje kau lepas kite break-up ?? Please, utk kesekian kali nye aku ckp ... Aku tanak ade pape hubung kait dgn korang ...

Biler kau b'niat, nak tgk aku tersungkur ... Sampai duduk dlm longkang, kau sepatut nyer sedar level mane hati kau tu ... Aku tak penah doa ape2 yg tak elok utk kau, mahupun kawan kau yg sorang tu ... All I know, rezeki aku ... Jodoh aku, Tuhan yg tentu kan ... Bukan kau ...

Good luck ~

Last Weekend

I've been eating like hell since the last couple weeks ... By that I mean, nak pegi keje saye bole habis kan sebungkus mee hoon or nasik lemak ... Sampai office, I can eat another roti boom ... Tgh hari saye pegi makan subway + dessert ... On the way back from work, I'll have another round of dessert ... Dinner, plus supper ... Unless I felt asleep, so no supper ...

Takot tak ?? Aku lagi takot, but I can't be full ... All the time, rase nak makan ... Tekak ni, mcm tolak batu dgn kayu jek ... Dunkin Donuts yg normally terase sgt padat & kenyang utk habis kan sebijik itu, ibarat sebijik mini donat ... Aku ngap 2x jek ... Hahah ...

Abe dah cuak dah, dgn napsu makan ala2 bela hantu raye ... Tak habes2 ckp MK bomoh kan aku, hahahahahahah ... But I believe it's just hormone, nak period ke ntah hape kan ... Sometimes I did eat liddat, cume this time diri sendiri terasa pemakanan itu agak ekstrem ...

So, kesan dr makan secare berlebihan selame seminggu ... Perut pun sentiase lah sendat ketat ... Kekekkekekkeke, but still ade hati nak makan kau tau ?? Been to weddings for the past 2 weekends, 1st week siap pegi tambah nasik ... Hahah, giler tak malu ... 2nd wedding, last weekend ... Memang hambek nasik ikut napsu nak makan, & licin ...

So lepas wedding tu, sebab perut dah kembung dgn angin ... Aku dgn berani2 nyer gi As-Syifa, kat Seksyen 15 Bandar Baru Bangi ... Niat di hati nak melegakan perut yg ketat, skali kakak yg urut tu suruh urut satu badan ... Sebab actually, my pinggang lagi kronik from masalah penghadaman yg dialami ...

Lepas urut, sempat lagi pegi melantak cheese nan kat al-Fariz Maju ... Then baru balik rumah ... Dah dekat2 magrib tu, dada dah rase tak sedap ... Susah bernapas, angin masih stuck dlm perut ... Even after I drank raw ginger, ketuk ... Campur air panas & madu ...

Biler dah hade chest pain, maka terpakse jugak la pegi klinik jumpe doctor ... Actually I've experienced the same thing 3weeks earlier, mase pegi Golok ... Yg tu lagi kronik, & I dunno why ... So doctor ckp - gastric ?? Pelik lah haku di situ, makan mcm nak giler ... Tapi bole kene gastric ...

Tapi according to the doctor, saye stress ... That's how I got the gastric ... A friend pun ckp, stress increase level of acid ... So memang possible kene gastric ... & berhubung dengan tabiat pemakanan yg tidak sehat, baru la aku terhingat yg aku ni dlm treatment for my eczema ... So that explain the crazy appetite, sebab they subscribe steroid to cure eczema ...

Dgn bekalan ubat gastric utk sebulan, so balik la rumah utk tidur dgn senang hati ... Skali pukul 4 dah terbangun, lutut ku terase berdenyut ... Rase mcm nak cabut ... Sebab sakit punye pasal, pagi2 tu bangun mandi & breakfast dgn mak & adik Cherry ... Pastu pegi as-Syifa balik, hari ni jumpe Ustad for consultation dulu ...

Lepas zohor mcm tu, Ustad sampai ... He explained, my knees sakit ... Sebab pinggang tu, memang teruk sgt ... It's either I felt, or angkat bende berat ... Cudn't remember any event of jatuh sampai sakit pinggang, but maybe kemas barang mase nak pindah from Kerteh - Bangi tu memang bnyk angkat bende berat2 ... I dunno for sure ... Or else, might be caused by my crazy driving routine pegi balik Kerteh - Bangi all these while ... WaLlahualam ...

Tapi Ustad pesan, it's a good thing that I'm eating ... But I have to control, supaye tak kembang ... Pastu die cakap, abe dah tgk mcm tu ... Die nak mcm tu sampai bile2 ... Really ?? Heh ...

Being sick all weekend ... Urut 1st day, RM60 ... Visit to the doctor, RM75 ... Another round urut the next day, RM60 ... That's two third of my eczema treatment dah, side effect from the meds lagi ?? Heh ... My mum dah bising, suruh ambek daily supplement ... Sebab I tak slalu sakit, skali kene ... Hambek kau ...

At the moment, I'm loving my body changes ... I love that I gain a few kilos from my eating habit ... I love it that I can fit into the size S instead of XS ... So I'm gonna eat, & eat more ... Heheh, selagi the appetite is there ... :D

As a precaution, I took things slow with myself ... Tak push myself into stress ... I walk slowly, I didn't wear heels ... & to those yg rase2 nampak aku jln mcm ibu2 mengandung tu, it's just effect from the 2days massage treatment ... I'm giving my muscle some times to heal, right now everything tgh ketat ... Hehe ...

I'll make sure I do everything healthy, let myself eat ... But eat healthy, balance the carb ... Fruits & stuff ... But to start gym, belom lagi kot ?? Hahah, blom sampai seru nak bersenam ... I'll start slowly, maybe take a walk once a week ?? Jln2 every floor of a shopping complex xbole consider exercise ke ?? Heheh ...

Till then, tc guys ~

Monday, January 16, 2012

Eczema, Appetite, Gastric & Stress Related

I've been having these allergies/itches since July 2011, which I 1st thought was infection due to unsanitary environment ... I am highly allergic to gems especially those on the bed ... Kalau duduk hostel dulu, bed sheet is a must ... Or else, confirm gatal2 the next morning ... & extreme rubbing will leads to ugly scars that will took months to recover ...

For months, doctor from panel clinic kept giving me the anti fungal antibiotic & jabs for the itchy-ness yg konon2 nya fungus infection itu ... Which will definitely came back every time I ate seafood, it will start to be very itchy & all the rashes will reappear ... Again, & over again ... At the same spots or even worse expanded ...

Been eating seafood on & off, but definitely have to pay the cost in few days time la ... Sampai menimbulkan kemarahan la - kenape my fungus infection ni tak baik2 ... Until, I met this skin specialist in Taipan, USJ ... They straight away tell me it's eczema ...

Can't really tell what is the real thing that I'm allergic to, the doctor said - "whatever applied on infected area" ... Seafood may not be the cause, but definitely worsen the situation ... All the other products, might just make the infection worse ... Since the soap, or the body lotions can cause more irritation ...

It's been 2weeks since I started the treatment (meds & applied lotions), & things are looking good ... I can feel my skin sumer become healthier, & the eczema scars sumer almost fade away ... Lucky for me, maybe my eczema wasn't that bad to that extend it slices the skins into dried flaky pieces ...

After a week, then I noticed that I've been eating like hell ... Never crossed my mind that it was the effect from my medications for eczema ... Until last weekend, that I got extreme gastric attack ... Mcm tak logic kan ?? Eating like hell, but still kene gastric ... Then the doctor explained - "that gastric won't necessarily caused by diet, stress pun bole kene gastric" ??

Haha, I never think of myself stressed pun ... But maybe it's something beyond my conscious ... I don't feel like dealing with the stress, so my mind was all set that I'm not stress ... Or maybe I am stressed, bf jauh ... Hehe ...

I guess there's not much to worry, since the doctor already explained all ...

1. I ate like hell - effect on my meds for eczema (steroid)
2. Gastric - my low blood pressure/ stress

& according to my previous reading on eczema pun, mostly ckp the steroid jabs memang bole menyebabkan pengembangan ... Hehe ... But since I'm that type yg super skinny, I got nothing to worry about ... I mean, it's not wrong to eat kan ?? ++ I've been eating healthy ... I do take fruits once - twice daily ...

Cume ustad kat as-Syifa pesan, control makan sblm berlaku pengembangan ... Sebab nanti abe tak suke ?? (Ape kah ??) Hahah ... But I've set limit to myself, that when my body reaches some numbers I'll stop eating like hell ... So far it's almost 50kg, I'll give some space to 10more kgs ... Because so far, I still feel good in my own body ... :D

Right now, I'll keep entertaining these crazy appetite from my meds ... Hopefully by the time I finish my treatment, it will went back normal & I can still maintain my current weight ... Hehe, at least before my body went thru massive hormone changes lepas kawen nanti ... I'll update wif u guys, on my body - appetite - hormone progress in few months ...

Owh, I officially quit (fill in the blank) last weekend ... Yup2 ... Lots of lurve, darls ~

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Saturday, January 14, 2012

What Happened in 2011

Lambat giler aku update blog, everything was in a slow phase now ... Heheh, chilling in the new year ... Or maybe it's just me who being too hard on myself, I just started a new job scope ... New life, new home ... New bf, hehe ... & it's only been like what ?? 2weeks of 2012, chill la kan ...

So lets start with last year's review ... It started bumpy, with unstable relationship ... I wasn't happy, but bertahan ... Hehe, nothing to regret on things I've done ... It's a good experience tho, I've learnt a lot from my mistakes ...

1st Half - 

I managed to stay in a relationship, till the max I can stand it ... Half way through, I started to explore more options ... Opened up a little bit more, & tried not to tie myself down to an option ... Stop thinking that I have less time, & limited options ...

The best lesson learnt - never get myself settle to an idea that I'm not pleased with ... In other word - never settle with something that I don't feel worth it, & start to think more about me rather than to please others ...

My career was also in a slow phase back then, since I'm still under contract & there's not much I can do except to learnt & get the most valuable experiences from my current position ...

2nd Half -

I made a lot of bold moves towards the past 6months of last year ... Which I can mostly said, out of my comfort box ... :D - Found a bf who cheated on me 2months after (or even earlier than that, not that I knew ?? heh), somehow I managed to get backed up & became stronger ... Wiser, I must say ...

Towards the end of my service kat Kerteh, I always said this - "I'm a different person than who I am, the moment I stepped in there" ... It is, experiences thought me to be stronger ... In more rational way, I must say - I'm a meaner person now ... But as I said, I not here ... Live to please others, my needs is more important than others to me now ...

But I bet you guys knew me well, I can always said that ... But deep inside, I'm still that person ... You guys love being around, been comfortable with & nice to those who treated me nicely ... Especially my true friends, near or far ... No matter how long we never see each other ...

When I left KK on my November visit, I was so determined to leave KL ... & moved to KK, that's my plan actually ... I've asked quotations to move my things to KK, & start my life there ... Living my biggest fear, that I can't find a decent guy to get married to once I've moved there ...

It's a huge decision, somehow I kept it to myself ... Sebab daddie give me a condition - I have to find a job before I can move there ... All I can think of - I wanna be happy with the person I loved the most ... My bestfriends, my brother ... & part of me, tired of people who kept sticking their noses in my business ... So I needed something bold for a fresh start ...

Do I regret that my plans didn't turned up as I planned ?? Not really, sebab I believe rezeki ade di mana2 ... Maybe this is the best, since I wasn't completely ready ...

But something amazing happened to me by end of November, which left me blessed & extremely happy ... Cancelled all my bold plan in mid November ... Sebab tu update sumer slow since November, hehe ... Too personal utk digembar gembur kan at the moment, enough that you guys know that I'm happy ...

I've learnt a lot in 2011, & yahhh ... It's a good year, relationship & career wise ... Walaupun actually bnyk giler drama & adegan emo, hahah ... But lets leave them behind ... & wish for a better year ... & I've discovered my own ability, which I never knew I could do ...

Finally, let's close the curtain ... & plan a better future ahead ... To my dear Anis, no matter how far apart ... I'll always be by your side ...

Luv u darl ~

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Hello 2012

Lame giler dah tak update blog ... Sgt, sgt bz ... Dgn transfer, & new job scope ... Now tgh pecah kepale nak crack balik all the formulas from the past 3years, heh ... It's not a wonderful week to start the year, but not going to elaborate on that ... No sorrows to share to start the year ...

Lets start the year with new resolutions:

1. Get Rid of the Less Important

2011 ended penuh dramatic, kene baling cabinet ... Hahah, but not going to elaborate on that either ... Sebab dah masuk kes polis, xbole bagi statement lebih2 ...

But I've already get rid of unnecessary people, those yg b'masalah & causing more problems - already got totally disconnected & left behind by end 2011 oredy ... Dengan harapan, less drama ...

2. Let Bygone be Bygone


Ex boiprengs, former friends sumer I left behind in 2011 ... Together with all the dramas, xkuase nak ingat2 ... Tapi kalau ko nak menyibuk lagi, nanti aku kutuk la kat blog ... Heheh, cam tetibe my block list came up with a name yg dulu xde dlm list ... Rupe2 nyer dah kene dump, heheh ... Dah tu, kau unblock aku buat ape ?? Nak bukak persatuan ?? Sorry dear, just move on yahhh ??


3. Savings, Savings

Started end 2011, savings pun agak maju & laju ... Bangge jugak la dgn diri sendiri, credit cards debts pun looking good ... Less swipe & more payment ... Harap2 by mid 2012 dah bole go shopping seperti suatu ketika dahulu ... Wee ...

4. Relationship 210 - Take Things Slow

Hah, post about Relationship 101 xsettle lagi ... Hahah, tape2 ... Slowly, now with a more promising candidates ... I can elaborate it in a better way ...

When I said 'I take things slow', I never stop sebenar nyer ... Tu la sampai ade those yang don't try to understand me call me desperate ... But then, lets leave them out of the picture ... The most thing I can  take slow is my heart, but my commitment will never stops ...

Tell me how can I take it slow, when I know him for a month ... & I can sent all my stuff in my whole house to him ?? But I have my considerations jugak, xde la aku bute2 bagi org barang rumah aku kan ... It took a lot of trust, & of course he's a good man to take the responsibility when he agreed to accept it ...

people who really care ~


5. Healthier Life Style

So far, bole duduk office the whole day without a puff cigarettes ... No matter how stressful it is, cume sometimes pagi2 tu stress sebab jem nak gi keje ... So smoking before, or after work only ... Shud try leaving the cigarettes box kat rumah ... Supaye tangan xbole nak capai2 time driving ...

No more after mid night activities, so far 2012 ni tak penah pegi lagi ... Befday dinner pun, healthy dinner with my dearest family at my happy place - Ole2 Bali, Solaris Mont Kiara ... :D - Hopefully things will remains the same sampai biler2 ...

Took a greater care on personal care, been thru all kind of necessary tests since July 2011 ... AlhamduliLlah sumer went well ... Since I completely moved to KL area, so I can seek better help for my allergies ... About 3times taking anti allergies shots from doctor in Kerteh, sampai specialist kat Taipan finally they declared it Eczema ehhh ... Memang best la ...

Spend a couple hundreds ++ on that, but things are looking good after a couple days of treatment so far ... Itchy2 pun dah kurang, doctor perempuan ... So she worries about the scars more, heheh ... Siap suruh go for acne treatment ... ;p - Sabar2, one step at a time ... Budget tgh tight ...

6. Work, Work & Work

Focusing more on work, really wanted to excel myself ... Learn the most selagi ade peluang, a week ni things agak slow ... But I'm willing to seek for help, maybe nak gi study balik dgn my dearest bff Naqia ... Dear, please bear my stupid questions ... Before I present myself to my superior ... Hehe, sebab dah tahap kronik dah my design skill ni ...

7. My Power Animal

Tatau la aku ni superstitious ke hape, but I realized that my life really gets better with E-bit & Demok ... Yeah, the metal rebbit year is over ... But I'll always love them, lagi la tuan dorang ckp their family member dah goal ... & hope I can breed them, let them be the prime generation plak ... Dah branak nanti, bole bagi balik kat tuan die ... :D

Memang about a week I took them in, trus dpt boipren ... Then rezeki mencurah2, since they're around ... Imagine one of my credit cards, dr almost 2k ... Now dah tinggal rm800 ++ ...

Dear E-bit & Demok, walaupun it wasn't you guys nyer year anymore ... I'll always love you guys ... I'll put my best effort to take care of both of you ... Nanti aku carik kan aweks, hehe ...

8. More Patience, More Love

I'll try my best not to be a complainer, rase nyer ... My friends pun dah boring dgr citer pasal those who dunno how to appreciate me ... Kalau dah sebakul complaint jek, baik tinggal jek kan ... Buat ape nak complaint2 lagi ...

So I'll took more advice from those who really care, & to show my gratitude on that - I'll make a decision for myself ... So tak payah la nak ngadu2 lagi on things that wasn't important kan ... Better use their time giving me other useful advises ...

More loves are definately there, my wall penuh with my dear friends & families thoughtful wishes on my birthday ... Sampai tak larat nak comment satu2 ... Thanks guys, I really appreciate that ... God bless every single one of you ...
                                                                                             
Enough with 8 la, ni resolutions aite ?? Wishlist aku buat 12 ... Hehehh ... Till then, have a blast in 2012 ... Live like there's no tomorrow ...

~ Lots of Luv ~

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