All these week, I have this instinct that I'll bump into this one particular ex ... Rase terancam jugak sebenar nyer, biler dah full time menetap around KL ni ... I love to do this to myself, imagining the worst case scenario that cud possibly happened ...
Like when I have a heaven sent bf, which I'm well aware he's not capable of cheating ... But I always have this imagination of coming back home, caught him red handed with someone else ... Hahah, giler drama queen aku ni ... But tu dulu, when things doesn't mean anything when I'm in a relationship ...
Funny, that I thought of bump into him & said - "It's good to see you" [long pause] ... "are still a loser" ... Kekekkekekekkeke ... Then coming back home to see his x-gfs both berebut2 display gambar another bf on profile picture ... Heh, waddehell ...
Tapi tu bukan masalah utame sebenar nyer, what happened to them is none of my business ... Not anymore, cume sometimes it's fun ... Tgk gelagat manusia ni, do anything to win over each other ... While there's no prize to offer pun ... To me, cukup la I'm happy ... I know it, abe knows it ... & our family's happy with it ...
Then came another ex boipren ... Yg memang aku mengetan2 nak maki ... Tapi malas nak ambek pot, sebab menyemak kot ?? Kau ade lah seorang ex boipren, kalau aku maki kau pun ... Ia dah tak membawe sebarang erti dlm hidup aku ...
Mcm mane lagi aku nak terang kan, supaye kau paham ?? Yang aku tanak ade ape2 hubung kait lagi dgn kau, kawan2 kau ... Anything, related to you ... Sebab ape ?? You know why ... Tak perlu nak share dgn semua org ... But my life is better without you ...
Kau tak payah call aku, sebab aku tak kan angkat ... & aku tade kene mengena dengan drama password kau ... Elok2 aku tatau pape, dah terbongkar gambar2 scandel kau ... Thinking about it, gambar aku dengan kau yg panas itu ... Do no harm to me pun, I look good I must say ... Hahhahahahahhaah ...
So, kau settle la hal ko sendiri eh ?? Kau kan hebat, "lu sape gua mo goyang kan" ?? Hahahhahahahhahah ... Ok, lawak tu tak klakar ...
Let's look at it sebagai seorang yg matang, sebab aku rase masing2 dah 25 ++ ... I'm doing this, sebagai kerja amal sebenar nye ... Menyampaikan msg utk, org yg kau tak reti nak reach tu ... Kalau kau tanye aku, aku pegi report police jek ... Sumer bole trace, dr mane dorang upload gambar tu ... IP address sumer bole trace ...
Tapi tak payah la jadik manusia yg menghancurkan hidup org lain, walaupun tindakan tu masih dlm istilah memelihara kehormatan diri ... Tapi cube kau tanye diri kau sendiri, kenape kau nak sentap biler org buat mcm tu ?? Sebab kau tak dpt terima pandangan org lain biler tgk kau mcm tu ??
I always said this when I'm around you guys - "You're responsible for your own action" ... Meaning, biler kau buat sesuatu tu ... Pikir la, baik & buruk ... Ni tak, nak yg sedap jek ... Biler org sentuh sikit keburukan yg sensitif tu, kau sentap ... Cube jangan jadik self denial, bukan nye kau kene fitnah ke hape ... Memang ade bukti dlm gambar, itu la yg kau buat ... Kenape nak mengamuk mcm kau tak buat ape2 salah ??
Aku pun bukan nye baik sgt, nak nasihat kan org lebih2 ... Tapi at least, jadik la org yg disenangi ... Supaye tade org nak dengki kau mcm ni, sampai kau rase mcm org nak jatuh kan aib kau ... Biar la ape yg didengar dr mulut tu, selaras dengan ape yg tangan & kaki kau buat ... & yg paling penting, bersih kan lah hati tu ...
Aku kalau nak dengki kau, mcm2 aku bole buat ... Quotation kau tu ?? Bole jek aku extract, bagi kat sape2 yg nak ... Tapi ade aku kesah tentang keje kau lepas kite break-up ?? Please, utk kesekian kali nye aku ckp ... Aku tanak ade pape hubung kait dgn korang ...
Biler kau b'niat, nak tgk aku tersungkur ... Sampai duduk dlm longkang, kau sepatut nyer sedar level mane hati kau tu ... Aku tak penah doa ape2 yg tak elok utk kau, mahupun kawan kau yg sorang tu ... All I know, rezeki aku ... Jodoh aku, Tuhan yg tentu kan ... Bukan kau ...
Good luck ~
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